Not sure what to do

The title says it all. I’m not too sure what I’m going to use this blog for. I posted three chapters of a new book I’m working on. Well, that I was working on and then took a break from. I got around 30k words into the book early last year and then stopped. No excuses. I will finish it.

But as for this blog… I don’t feel like writing poetry anymore and I don’t have anything interesting going on in my life so there’s nothing to write about. It might just be a place I come back to when I start new books, use it as a kind of base. You know, set up a camp fire here and then share some stories when I’m working on them.

Or maybe when I’m writing more I’ll start using this place to vent any frustrations I have. Boring for readers but maybe it’ll be good to send that negative energy away from myself. Although that could also be mean. Might be a guy called Bob somewhere in New Zealand getting hit by it all.

I’m sure I’ll figure it out. One thing I know for sure is I don’t want to stop writing or editing because I’m scared that if I stop I won’t start again, at least for a long time. It’s a pattern. A bad habit. I need to build good habits. It takes 21 days right?

Man, imagine all the books I’d have published today if I’d just finished them. Well, now medication has stabilized my swinging in and out of mania it should be easier. It’s just depression kicking my butt. I’m going to talk to the doctor about that though, I’m sure once that’s stable too I’ll be ready to go! Rock and roll! Show the ol’ horse to the watering hole.

I don’t think that makes sense but whatever.

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